2008年12月20日 星期六

youth

星期3跟sandra聊天,说到她已经37岁啦,可我觉得不像,说到年龄in the mind, 不同的thought 不同的speach......

然后就看到了这篇文章,在过去的几个月里,经历了许多,成熟了许多,如何为人处世,如何一个人孤独的面对寂寞,如何.......

 

我长大了,懂事了.....

与大家一起分享:

Youth

  Youth is not a time of life; it's a state of mind; it's not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips and supple knees; it's a matter of the will, a quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions; it's the freshness of the deep springs of life.

   Youth means a tempera-mental predominance of courage over timidity, of the appetite for the adventure over the love of ease. This often exists in a man of 60 more than of 20.Nobody grows old merely by a number of years. We grow old by deserting our ideals.

   Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. Worry, fear ,self-distrust bows the heart and turns the spring back to dust.

Whether 60 or 16 ,there is in every human being's heart the lure of wonder, the unfailing childlike appetite of what's next and the joy of the game of living. In the center of your heart and my heart, there is a wireless station: so long as it receives message of beauty ,hope, cheer, courage and power from men and from the infinite, so long are you young.

   When the aerials are down, and your spirit is covered with snows of cyniciam and the ice of pessimism, then you are grown old, even at 20,but as long as your aerials are up, to catch waves of optimism, there is hope you may die young at 80.

2008年12月16日 星期二

心情

这周简直是糟糕透了,我一再下调我的心情评级,Just so so, Not So Bad, All those worlds have never been using to discreab my moods,but this time they all come to my life.

一开始我总是很沮丧,RR也说你要added value,是我真的没有value吗,我怎么差这么多,到底一切是怎么了,所有的孤独,沮丧,失败,挫折,打击都要我一个人扛,在其他人前我要强颜欢笑,我要笑着哭。

 

我的经历到底是些什么........

 

我真的就这么一无是处吗,

 

我真的不知道啊.......